Learning

Life is all about decisions.

Who you are going to hang out with.

What you are going to watch.

What you are going to listen to.

Where you are going to go....

And its just crazy how many decisions we make on a daily basis whether we realize it or not....

Tonight was one of those nights where it all kind of hit me at once.

Have you ever felt like that?

Where all of your worries and things that make you stress come at you all together?

It happens to me every once in a while but tonight I decided to write about it.

I decided I want to as real as possible with you all.

After all, many of you guys have been so real with me.

Recently I have had a lot on my mind.

There's a lot of stuff that I wish I hadn't done and a lot of stuff that I wish I had done over the past few months.

It almost feels like time has escaped me somehow..

BUT what has happened has happened and I must look ahead and learn from the past.

Not necessarily DWELL on the past but indeed learn from it.

Recently one thing that has been bothering me is my relationship with some of my friends.

They are SO great but it seems like I have been so busy lately that I haven't made the time that I should have made for them.

And a few of them are moving away to go to college out of state now..

I just want them to know that I wont forget them <3

There is a lot of people that have been so great to me and I wish I could spend more time with them before they leave.

But I have HOPE.

That I will see them again soon and that they will go on to be happy and healthy.

May God bless them so much.

Its jut so interesting how time flies like that.

How people just move on..

How people that you were once so close to can be so far away before you can even blink an eye...

Life is crazy.

Make good decisions and treasure the moments that you have with your loved ones.

Be there for your friends..

They need you just like you need them <3

"But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint." - Isaiah 40:31

Goodnight everyone.

- Carter